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Name: Lauren
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: Farmington
Birthday: 1/25/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: music (listening, mixing, producing, etc), movies (yes I am a cinephile), reading (anything: books, newspapers, magazines, bathroom scrawls), web design, writing
Occupation: Student
Industry: Media


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Member Since: 12/6/2003

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

One day, I will wake up and not feel stressed.

Gah. I'm just... I don't know... I feel angry all the time and so obviously I withdraw because I don't want to upset people.  And I think that has a reverse effect.

I don't know.

I'm tired of explaining myself because as soon as one thing finishes, another thing happens and I'm back to square one.

I've slept for four hours already today and I'm read to sleep more.  I just want to lay in bed all day and then pick up my room and do laundry and go home.  I'm ready for home.

I hate saying that because I just went home.  But... I don't know.  My house has yet to feel like home.

But I'm sorry.  I'm sorry I've been acting so stupidly.  You can hate it, it's just fine.  I don't care... I mean, I do care.... but I did it to myself, yeah?


Saturday, November 05, 2005

245 movies, how many have i seen, this many:

put an (x) by the movies you have seen. if you get more than 70 you are a movie whore.

(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
(x)Boondock Saints
(x)The Mexican
(x)Fight Club
( )Starsky and Hutch
(x)Neverending Story
(x)Blazing Saddles
( )Garden State
(x)The Princess Bride
(x) Labyrinth
(x)Young Frankenstien
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
(x)Saw
(x)White noise
(x)White Oleander
(x) Anger Management

total here : 15

(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (1)
(x)Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2)
(x)Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (3)
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book

total here : 15


(x)The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
(x)Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x)Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts (the original, not the new one)
(x)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
(x) Thirteen going on 30
(x)I, Robot
(x)Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x)Along Came A Spider
(x)Deep Impact

total here: 16

(x)KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
( )Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
(x)Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
(x)Halloween
(x)The Ring
(x)The Ring 2
( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
(x)The Whole Nine Yards
(x)The Whole Ten Yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
(x)Gothika
(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
(x)Sixteen Candles
(x)Bad Boys
(x)Bad Boys 2
(x)Joy Ride
(x)Seven (SE7EN)
(x) Oceans Eleven
(x)Oceans Twelve
(x)Bourne Identity

total here : 37

( )Lone Star
(x)Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence day
(x)Cujo
(x)A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
(x)Christine
(x)ET
(x)Children of the Corn
(x)My boss' daughter
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best bet
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
( )Calendar Girls
(x)Sideways
(x)Mars Attacks

total here : 14


( )Event Horizon
(x)Ever after
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
(x) X-men 1
(x)X-men 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
(x)Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)The Notebook
(x)K-Pax

total here: 14

(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( )Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( )Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
( )Boogeyman
(x)Hitch
( )Back Door Sluts 9
( )Anal Acres 1
( )Anal Acres 2
( )B-Cup Divas
(x)The Fifth Element
(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
(x)Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones wars
(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
(x)Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
(x)Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(x)Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
(x)Air Force One
(x)For Richer or Poorer
(x)Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( )Blue Velvet
(x)Sound of music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
(x)The Terminator
(x)The Terminator II
(x)The Terminator III
(x)Empire Records
(x)SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
(x)Wild Things
(x)A Clockwork Orange
(x)The Order
(x)Spiderman
( )Spiderman 2

total here : 26

(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
(x)Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
(x)Closer

total here : 9

(x)Titanic
(x)Saved
(x)Bowling For Columbine
(x)Farenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
(x)Artificial intelligence (AI)
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
(x)Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess diaries 1
(x)Princess diaries 2
( )Constantine
( )Million Dollar Baby
( )Envy
(x)Eurotrip
(x)Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
(x)Black Sheep
(x)The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story

total here:16

(x)A Christmas Story
(x)Spanglish
(x)Pulp Fiction
(x) Sleepover
( )The Evil Dead
( )Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The Seed of Chucky
(x)Vanilla Sky
(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x)Interview With The Vampire
(x)The Crow
(x)Purple Rain
(x)The Color Purple
(x)Reservoir Dogs
(x)Wayne's World
(x)The Phantom of the Opera

total here: 14

(x)21 Grams
(x)Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
(x)Clerks
(x)Beauty and the Beast
(x)Guess who
(x)Monster in-law
(x)Elf
(x)stuart little
( )stuart little 2
(x)Mall Rats
(x)Clueless
(x)Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
(x)Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
(x)Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure
(x)Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey

Total Here: 16

(x)Beetlejuice
(x)The Last Samurai
(x)The Amityville Horror(old)
(x)The Amityville Horror(new)
(x)The Aviator
(x)Romeo and Juliet (either)
(x)Barbershop
( )Beauty Shop
(x)Legally blonde
(x)Legally blonde 2
(x)the forgotten
(x)confessions of a teenage drama queen
(x)the grudge
(x)The Rocky Horror Picture Show

Total Here : 13

Overall Total : 205

That's a lotta movie.


Thursday, November 03, 2005

I was tagged by Nikki... so without further ado:

40 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT WATASHI.
01. My middle name is E-L-I-S-A-B-E-T-H. However, according to the government and the school and everything else, it's Elizabeth, LIES!
02. I'm a military brat, so occasionally I enjoy rolling my t-shirts.
03. One day, I want to live at home - San Diego, California
04. Some days, my favorite color is green... other days it's charcoal.
05. This semester is the first time that I've enjoyed white sauce for pasta.
06. I can't help but wish I was a boy sometimes.
07. I am obsessed with soccer and baseball.
08. I lived in Japan when I was younger and assumed that because of this that Japanese would come easy to me, around 15 years later.
09. I just realized that I'm old.
10. My favorite season is Autumn, even though I have many more winter clothes.
11. Sometimes I'm not at all happy with myself.
12. I honestly believe that I am going to end up alone for the rest of my life.
13. I loved the song "California" BEFORE The OC.
14. I'm a journalism major - emphasis in editing.
15. And yes... I will correct your grammar when necessary.
16. I know I shouldn't complain, but I feel home sick a lot.
17. I wish I was as close to my parents as I have been in years past.
18. There is only one person who I hate in this world.
19. I tend to think that I'm a humanitarian, or just apathetic.
20. I also tend to spaz out over tiny things, and ignore the larger picture.
21. My favorite Bath and Body Works scent is Cherry Blossoms (lotion only).
22. I often wonder how I'm so capable of losing contact with people.
23. I brush my teeth when I'm in the shower, for some reason I think that this saves water.  Don't ask.
24. I love eating pretzels with my pizza. Not on, but with.
25. Speaking of pizza, I love black olive pizza. Mmm.
26. Oliver and Company is my favorite Disney movie.
27. I wish that I was closer to my roommates.
28. I feel out of place a lot of the time, as if I should be working on parts of myself that need fine tuning.
29. I never got to know either of my grandfathers, I've been told that they both would have spoiled me.  I'm assuming with love.
30. I have a cat. His name is Marvin. I love him. And he is awesome.
31. The candle I currently have burning only smells when I pick it up and smell it.  Aren't scented candles supposed to make the whole room smell? Cheap ass Wal-Mart candle... or did I get it from Target?
32. My most favorite casting in a movie is Gary Oldman as Sirius Black (with Ewan McGregor as Obi Wan as a close second).
33. I love Orbitz gum.
34. I own a cowboy hat, even my dad was stunned when he saw it.
35. I got intoxicated at an All American Rejects concert in Toledo, Ohio and had the guys in the band sign a pony hat I brought all the way from Columbus, Ohio.
36. Sometimes I wonder if journalism is the right place for me, I'm often confused as to what I should really do with my life.
37. If I had to pick anyone, I guess I would say my mom is my best friend, but even at times I feel detached from her.
38. I wish I knew more about the people around me, at times I feel so self absorbed.
39. Sometimes, I just start crying for no reason.  I wish I could stop that.
40. However, as depressed as I sound, I attempt to be a happy person.  As much as I can.


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Last night I had a woman grope my breasts.

Needless to say, I was uncomfortable for the rest of the evening.


Friday, October 07, 2005

I feel like I'm going to vomit.

I really hope that everything fixes itself. I'm frustrated.

I don't know, I don't know what to say what to think what to do anymore.

*headdesk*

 

In other news, I got an A on my grammar test. Holla.



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